Complicated

I'm worried that I've made having a baby more complicated than it should be. Yes I've waited til the last minute to make some important decisions, but do I have to be constantly reminded of that from others. And is that really the big picture at this point. All I want to know is that my baby will arrive as safely as possible. At this point, it seems that things should just be settled and easy and all we're doing is waiting. Why is it this hard? I'm tempted to just go with what's easiest at this point, but we'll see how tonight goes.